It feels so good to be back on my computer. However it doesn't feel so good to know that I have assesments due... Bleh.

A lot of stuff has happened, kinda... Gotten top marks in all of my assesments so far (yay me), gotten set up on a blind date, organised an "shave for a cure" party (which is on Sunday, expect a few pics), been introduced to a kick-ass Irish punk band called Flogging Molly (they are SOOOOOO awesome!!) and last but not least started volunteering at the Red Cross in the city.

A funny thing happened to me today though, I got sent home from class.

Yeah thats right, I got SENT HOME from class.

I decided half way during a documentary on cultural diversity was a good time to toss my cookies. It was a time where I wish I had actually listened to my mum when she told me not to go to class. Normally I would listen to mum on these matters, but I really didn't wanna miss this class because we were doing practice runs of our practical assesment on interviewing which is less than two weeks away.

I think thats really all I have to say right now... Although if you can, give your mums a hug!!

Love and Light ~ Izzie

Aaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!

My stoopid computer died and I only just got some access to one that works (thank the Gods for tafe!!!).

My course so far has been awesome, a few bumbs along the road but I ACTUALLY STOOD UP FOR MYSELF!!!!! Unbelieveable. I'm already thinking about work experience for next semister (fingers crossed I get into DOCS).

It's funny, a lot of things have happened but nothing has happened... I'll get into everything in more detail when my computer is up and going...

Blessed Be ~ Isabeau

Merry Meet.

I'm Isabeau, I'm 20 years old and I'm trying to save my life.

Wow... that sounds dramatic. But it's true. For a very long time I tried to be what society/my family/my friends wanted and expected of me. I was severely unhappy and felt my true self slipping away. After awhile, I reached a breaking point where I just had to scream "FUCK IT" and do what I needed to do. I got out of a very toxic and self-damaging relationship (that was six months ago and it still hurts. I often wonder if I did the right thing), I finished high school (2 years later than normal and I scraped through, it had become so tedious I just wanted to get through it alive) and applied for a course that I wanted to do (community services and welfare, I want to be a social worker and save the world), instead of marrying my fiance (Yes, I got engaged at 19) and applying for a course where I am guarantied a job and a steady income... blah blah blah.

I start my welfare course on Monday and I'm  nervous. I'm excited too, don't get me wrong, but I am still really nervous. I really want this year to be different and it is up to me to make it so...

So I'm going to stop rambling now...

Merry Part and Blessed Be